Sunday 30 September 2018

GAVROCHE SPINNING




   The dancing music of temple blood,
The tempo of broken kicked leaves,
Elliptical thought unslowed,
Hands barely making his sleeves.
His hair flung out and fists in orbit,
He spins around an apex in the sky.
A million miles away in his centre,
The blur of the world in his eye.

   But from out the maddening spiral
Appears he the power of day.
Beneath his feet turns the world obedient.
That such vastness should recognise play,
And adjust from the laws without chance,
To this princling’s excellent dance.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
12/09/96

Giant Meme


Friday 28 September 2018

THE FIX




Bed -
the afternoon grave -
had me trapped.
Too much a hold to be called weight;
a desire too much a drug
kept me late.
My decoder off -
a world wind of sense
cut and pasted and gone.
Before the last dregs of sanity,
my spirit
could sense wrong,
and so accepted
the alchemy of meat
and the varying tides
of chaotic thought.
               Too blissful.
                                                                Too addicted.
                               Uncertainly aware I am caught.
                                                               I know
                                                    my mouth drips.
                                                I remember
                                        the world calls
                                             but who wants to escape
                   the death-peaceful walls.      
My ear near my watch,
the  blast of each  second a  certainty.
My  minds  eye
opened  by  a  far  flung  thought,
saw  eternity.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
10/09/96 - how deep is the afternoon nap?

Wednesday 26 September 2018

Hitchslap Meme


BOTANY




The flower when picked is too often depetalled
  To find the fickle luck end of lust,
    But some go so far as to rend unto element -
      To cut ovules and anthers, and count pollen dust.

The educated are shy to even touch the bloom,
  But cup it from behind to admire with eye.
    They study the whole: the parts, the scent
      And it gives to these without having to die.

But worse than the killer and far from the noble gazer
  Are those that never seek the glorious flower.
    The poem in creation, ignored and passed
      When the fool thinks seen the beauty of the hour ...

Smell the roses.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
04/06/96

Friday 21 September 2018

THE SIGNAL



An August wind so strong, my mind thought the stars would sway
to and fro with every fresh burst and sigh,
blew a ghostly mood across the land
from the mountains, like a final breath
as winter lies down to die,
or a life giving air supply
to the spring spark eagerly glowing
to ignite into burning summer;
or ’haps clear horses leading
the brooding grey chariots
of electric arrows and a thundering war-drummer.
It burns my lungs and flushes my eyes,
entrancing me to one who discovers the truly magical:
a spell from horizon to horizon,
bewitching the still dead into a waiting,
a brimming yearning, for the signal.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
21/08/94 - In South Africa,  August is the windy month before Spring.

Feed Meme


Wednesday 19 September 2018

NIGHT ON A BARE MOUNTAIN



               i.
   What a heavenly sun
   And a glorious day -
A dream ending fast.
   Struck we stood,
   On baking rocks,
Wishing the glory’d last,
   But as the darking sun
   Sinks in gold,
The air deceives and spoils.
   The shadow creeps,
   With electric wind
And the lonely mountain boils.
               ii.
   In the stars it was writ
   That we would be caught
On a torn black-washed night -
   Dark as the verses
   Sung from hell
And punctuated by light.
   The four winds hounding
   And bounding the rocks
That hiss at the wet and cold.
   The ritual trees
   Bow to the dark,
Leaves lost and souls sold.
   Too steep to run
   With no place to hide
And time stands watching our pain.
   The satanic air roars
   As the clouds spit out
Unseely  daggers  of  rain.
   No end in sight,
   No patch of calm,
The unseen storm spins on.
   A night so long,
   So violent and dark,
The memory  of day is gone.
               iii.
   To a hellish pitch
   A demon wind vomited 
ice  in  my  heart.
   To an elemental peak
   The storm threw out
To tear the mountain apart;
   And died in its trying,
                                  to a whisper.
We watched the new lighting skies -
   The eternal east,
   Her promise of calm
And the still sun in our eyes.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
28/06/94 - This poem is based on the classical music piece of the same name by Mussorgsky and J.R.R. Tolkien’s ‘The Hobbit’.

Satisfaction Meme


Monday 17 September 2018

THE MEADOW




In the meadow
there were flowers,
varied  as  clouds
and colours of the bow,
sprinkled  like  stars
when God went aplanting,
there  as  planted
when He went to sow.

In the meadow
there was wind,
blowing the thistle
and spreading its seeds,
falling  like  rain
when God made the sea.
There  as  planted
to grow like a weed.

In the meadow
 there  were  flowers
and  when  the   would  whistle,
the  only  seeds  to  rise  were  the  children  of  the  thistle.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
1993

Saturday 15 September 2018

TAKE ME TO THE HILLS




Take me to the hills,
to the burning steep mounds,
to the highest one first,
where the strongest wind sounds,
and leave me in the cold
to my awesome quest;
let me start in the hills
when I’m at my best.
Let me totter on the brink
and find the down-hill,
when the quest is young
and youthful my will.
For then I shall work
my way to the seas.
To start with the hard
makes ending an ease.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
1993

Friday 14 September 2018

COUNT ANOPHELES




It is dark and silent
The night is ink and deep
Then that tuneless violin
Scuttles my sweet sleep
Up in arms! Light the roof!
Pillow fixed in hand
Whispered curses under breath
‘thy soul to hell be damned!’
With salted eye I search
For that which is un-dead
That which drinks my living blood
And hangs above my bed
Then I see its shadow
Swift passing by my ear
I parry with my pillow
‘dear count your end is near.’
But with a blink it’s gone
I search and search in vain
And as I close my eyes to sleep ...
The violin whines again.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
1993

Wednesday 12 September 2018

THE BOX




It came wrapped in paper and string,
Six sided dull and brown,
No sender’s name nor address,
No tell tale weight nor rattling sound.
Sealing wax with no seal -
Your average tied brown box.
No shuffling of straw, no pings of glass,
No warning ticks or tocks.

Just a box.

What angel feathers or sunshine gold,
What treasures lie inside?
Forgotten poems and ancient tales,
The last of the kwagga’s hide,
Or devil’s claws and bottled beasts,
Witches curséd locks;
Poisoned wine or a ticking mine,
An infectious plaguing pox,

In the box?

Should I be wise and let alone
Or fall to Pandora’s fate?
The seal looks ripe and the string slender -
The contents shall not wait.
But its a thing and I am alive,
I must look after myself,
So decision rests for the future
And the box lies on the shelf.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
07/93

Monday 10 September 2018

The Song About Everything (Lyrics and chords)


(after the galaxy song of eric idle

[Spoken]

[F] Whenever some one says there is no God

Or that at bottom there is nothing but pitiless [Bb] indifference.”

Yet you can’t help but wonder [F] because of wonder

If another explanation for everything would make more [Bb] sense …


[Sung]

[F] Just re - [Bb] member that the universe and everything that is

could not have come from something that is [F] not

Nothing gives you nothing and nothing isn’t anything

and everything that is is quite a [Bb] lot.



To say that one day nothing decided to become

In a [G7] flash of light everything we [Cm] see

Is [Bb] quite absurd but I [G7] know I’ve heard

 people [C7] say that they be – [F] lieve this fanta [Bb] sy[F]



We [Bb] know the big bang happenned - the science is quite clear

but it doesn’t much give us a valid [F] cause

not to mention all the detail and ratios bound up

in the constants and universal [Bb] laws



like gravity if it were just a smidge – a tiny bit

too [G7] weak or even worse a little [Cm] strong

then [Bb] hyrdogen forever or black [G7] holes everwhere

would  [C7] stop me from [F] singing you this [Bd] song[F]



So -[Bb] who kicked off the universe and set it straight and narrow

Please don’t say nothing any - [F] more

Someone powerful and good – wise beyond all measure

You can call him Jesus, God or even [Bb] Lord



Outside time and space – transcendent and almighty

It is [G7] written that he said: let there [Cm] be…

Then [Bb] light became apparent – and everything [G7] else was next my friend

And I be [C7] lieve that that in [F]cludes you and [Bb] me


THE DIGGER




   Dripping with sweat and hunching his back,
digging six foot down and long as deep,
   the digger does his day’s drawn work
and toils in the soil that one might sleep.

   His arduous job seems a waste to him.
Hours  to  dig  what  minutes  can  fill
   and the customer smiles not - yet anyway,
lying unhelpful, unwatching and still.

   Heaving  the  sand  and  ageing,
angry  at  wasted  days  dug  by,
   ponderously burying the sorrows of others;
many graves will he leave at his time to die.

   The burial is important to the dearly beloved,
   but to him its a hole to be dug and recovered.

Copyright © Jason Horsler
20/10/93 - Studying Shakespeare at school helped me fall in love with the sonnet form of poetry.

Friday 7 September 2018

BECAUSE



Because the law states:  “No because
   may start a sentence in grammar” -
I shall use it often if only to give
   the English more cause for clamour.
Because my license is valid for daily use
   I start with ‘because’ so to speak
and everyone breaks the law colloquially
   so writing it down makes me not unique.
Because language is a bird of freedom which,
   when caged in laws and restriction, dies.
Because you fastidious scholars
   tie bells to our talons and blinker our eyes,
and teach the young your diamond laws,
   I shall certain start with because.

09/09/93

Thursday 6 September 2018

BONSAI




The reading of old poems
Reminds me of my tuning
When I was just a sapling,
For wiring and for pruning.

In humus of experience
And sunlight inspiration;
Clipping excess buds,
Enhancing a creation.

Filling out a form,
Finding a strong pot,
Damping dehydration,
Drying out root rot.

And I, like stunting a tree,
Will not stop shaping me.

26/07/93 - The growing of bonsai was a childhood hobby of mine. I wrote this poem after looking at the many poems I had written and rejected before it.

ODE TO A MOONLIT NIGHT.



If I could rise and fly
above  a moonlit night,
I would see our quiet kingdom
bathed  in milky light,
shone from the single eye
of the pregnant opal queen
whose soft and haunted sight
adores the  land serene;
and brings to me: poetry,
to fill my thirsty soul,
for we are born unfinished
and writing makes us whole.

The sun is no alchemist,
he shows no gilded scene
but Cynthia is the artist
giving all a silver sheen.
At night all of the simples
are turned to royal jewels:
dew diamond crusted grass
and mother of pearl pools,
shadows  made  of  onyx
and pearl-stringed spider thread.
I sit and write and will not walk
for fear of crushing tread.

From a nearby thicket wafts
a lonely night bird’s song
whose soft sad voice was made for night
and  with this  night belongs.
The ripples on a shimmering stream
play  a  broken  beat
married to a sourceless patter
perhaps  of  fairy  feet.
A band of hopping minstrels
provide the gossamer strings
and in the trees, his beard caught,
the South Wind moans and sings.

The night is simple silver,
no  glaring  colours  harm
the peace that leads the world to sleep
beneath  majestic  charm.
A thousand sounds, a thousand sights
and none too harsh for dreams;
but the night is growing old,
as ageless as it seems.
Now a greying in the east
warns off the ancient moon.
Glad that it comes once a day,
I grieve not evening’s doom.

03/02/93 - Written on a golf course at about 4:00 am.

Wednesday 5 September 2018

THE MOON AND THE SUN




In the wisps of the sunlight,
as it leaves of the air,
the golden daisy,
the eastern stare,
 the chargers of night
gallantly pursue
the prize of the west -
the eater of dew.
But soon the dark army
must pitch up its tent.
Silver fires flicker
in the eyes of the spent.
The chase before night
again proved futile
and soon they must see
Diana’s sad smile
at the thought of great victory,
of conquering her prince,
who strayed at time’s dawn
and ran ever since.
Oh his brilliant face,
waxed and all bright,
and since his departure
her world’s been of night.
But all is no matter
for another day arrives
and Diane will reach
for the light she strives;
and with the palest blush,
on days when time’s amiss,
then she holds him short
for a brief eclipsing kiss.
Then - what spectra glow
in the heavens above:
a day of joy in all the woe,
of the moon and sun’s lost love.

02/02/93 (my first true poem written now 25 years ago!)